[CMattis22]

Hello SBR Community,

I would just like to apologize for all the rucus and drama that I have caused here recently. I had made a post about my mother claiming she had cancer when she truely didn't in order to receive points. What I did was wrong and I completely blame myself for that. I believe in karma, and I just hope that never happens. So I am admitting to my wrong doing.

I had received points from several members, including someone who was generous enough to give me 40 points. I used 18 of it to pay back Thad from a previous loan I had owed him. and then I had taken the rest to the casino to gamble away. I actually turned 35 points into 408 where I had stopped and took my 408 and ran. I then offered some loans with minimum loans of 100 points out to other members. The first one to Williams was successful. so I continued to loan out points. I had 3 members at once come for loans. I loaned 200 to B1GER, 100 to poker_dummy, and 50 to DrStale. I was checking out threads around SBR and found one where they were all talking about how they got all my points and gambled them away and such. B1GER used about 60 to pay all the people that I had previously scammed into my thread about my mother.
Later that night I was involved in a post where Wal66 had offered to send flowers to my mother since I had claimed that all the points I had recieved were going towards flowers for my "mother who had cancer" I was furious at this point about me getting scammed out of all my points, and I was focused on screwing someone over. Wal66 was very generous and sent flowers to the hospital I claimed I was at. I truely didnt think he was going to do it till he posted a link in the forum about where they were sent and everything. And thats pretty much everything that happened
I would like to apologize for all my wrong doing. I honestly enjoy this site. There are many classy people here. I really would like to stay here and make friendships with other posters. I know I'm not going to get everyone to trust me again, and I understand that. But I'm really going to try and make it up to Wal by earning 1000 points and sending them to him. Wal I really am sorry for what I did. It was a di**head move. And I realize that. I'm trying to rebuild friendships I may have lost, as well as respect.

B1GER, Poker_dummy, and DrStale, I would really appreciate it if you could someone help me out and give Wal 350 points. If not, I completely understand. I'll earn the 1000 myself. I'm not here to make enemies with anyone. Everyone is entitled to there own opinion. I just want to make it up to the people I have screwed over or hurt, and I just ask that you do the same!

I enjoy SBR and everything they offer. If I didn't, I wouldn't be here apologizing for my mistakes. Like I said in a previous post, everyone makes mistakes. I'm only a 19 year old college student. But becoming a man involves realizing your mistakes, admitting you're at fault, and doing whatever you possibly can to make it up to those you've hurt. And that's what I am here to do.

Everyone can bash on me all they want after I post this. But I am true to my words and will be sure that Wal gets back what he deserves. An apology. Wal, I know its gonna take some time to get you 1000 points, but I'm going to do it. You won't see me in the casino, nor sportsbooks. It's all going to be earned the way it should me. And that is time! I'm not worried about the points. I can gamble my points away once I get you paid off. Everyone can keep an eye on me to make sure I don't gamble them away. That's fine!

Once again, I am truely sorry for my mistakes. I hope everyone here can find it in there heart to forgive me. I hope to build friendships with everyone here. I'm not going to bash anyone here or what they have to say.

Thanks for your time
Sincerely, CMattis22

[cappersedge]

Holy Cow, you should make that a Blog and you an get some points for it!

[CMattis22]

Lol yea unfortunately I made a previous mistake. I was to caught up in all the points and plagarized my first two blogs. I admit I was wrapped up in the points and would do anything to make a quick point. I saw the plagarism as a quick way to make those points with hardly any work involved. And due to my decision to plagarize, Willie Bee no longer will consider looking at my blogs even though I've created all the other ones after the first two myself. Now I see this site as a great place to talk sports betting, make friendships, and talk about stuff you wouldn't normally tell friends or family. I am just glad to be able to get this off my chest, and hopefully build peoples trust in me again.

[CMattis22]

thank you on your input StraitShooter! Maybe you can teach me a thing or two on becoming a man

[SBR Lou]

We all make mistakes and are human, CMattis. I'm glad you enjoy your time here

[CMattis22]

Thank you CrazyLou! I appreciate your kind words!

[CMattis22]

That's ok PokerD, I completely understand. I can't get upset over it! I just hope we can all be men here. I'm not asking you to forgive me, just hope we can be friends in the future. I know it may take some time, but I'm putting in the effort to make it right to everyone, including you

[juni]

that was pretty low but it's good you're trying to make it better

[CMattis22]

haha, yes straitshooter. the staff here is on top of there game. so for all you other posters, don't make the same mistake I did. It won't work! Take the time, and write your own. It will make you feel better in the end knowing you accomplished the blog on your own anyways

[CMattis22]

thank you Juni, I can't have people getting the wrong impression of me. I really am a good kid. Just made a few to many mistakes here. And learned from them along my journey here at SBR.

[jjgold]

Matty call me

[goldengoat]

you are a jackass for pulling such a stunt but at least you came clean

[CMattis22]

haha I'm ok with that Straitshooter! It's what I deserve. And thank You MexiStallion. I won't let my fellow community down! Its gonna take some time to make it right! But I have nothing to lose, and all the friendships to gain

[Bread]

I miss Shanty.

[CMattis22]

GoldenGoat, i'm really not an asshole. What I did was though! I really do have a good side to me. And thats what you're seeing now. That devilish side has been put away and hope to never see it again!

[keyboarding]

Takes a special kind of deviant to do what you did. Hopefully you're not as fukked in person. If so, kill yourself.

[CMattis22]

lol keyboarding, I'm really not. I'm just a normal kid. made a few bad choices. I'm going to make up for it. You will all see in the days and months to come

[Bread]

Thanks for the encouraging words, SS.

Cmattis, what is wrong with you son?

[iceminers26]

[Immortality]

CMattis

Go fukk yourself. What you did was inexcusable. You continued the charade against wal66 knowing full well he wrote numerous times he had family members who have cancer. You continued the rest of the night making him believe your scam. People like you are the fukking scum of the Earth. It is truly sad that WillieBee allows you to continue to be apart of this community.

[CMattis22]

Honestly Bread I don't even know what was running through my mind at the time. I guess just revenge. I was too caught up in the points at the time and didn't take the time to think of the consequences at the time! I've had some time since then to think it over! I really do want to stay around and be a contributer to this site! So this was just the best thing I could think of. I guess we'll have to see how it plays out, and hope I can gain everyones trust here!

[CarolinaDaze]

We will see, Time Tells All Tales. You made new posters like myself look bad.

[CMattis22]

Immorality, I can understand your frustration at me! There really is no excuse for what I did! Its that plain and simple!

[wal66]

Cmatis, I have a proposal for you. I have no way of knowing if you actually will do this or not, I mean there is obviously a trust issue but if you will do this and somehow prove you did tis I will gladly wave your offer to repay me any points at all.

First and foremost I want you to call your mom or run downstairs to your mom or whatever and tell that woman you love her.

Secondly and this is the one that I would really like to see some sort of proof of. I would like you to visit a hospital and donate an afternoon. Whatever the hospital will allow. Visit patients that have no-one or just something that will put a lasting memory of what this desease is truly like. A couple of hours seeing how this desease just sucks the life out of people might be more of a lesson than repaying ever could be. I don't want your points Matis, I want something that leaves an impression and has an effect. It's not that I don't believe you're sincere with your apology, I really don't know what I think about that but I know if you do this special request it will mean more than your words or your points ever could.

You were man enough to write this post are you man enough to take this challenge?

[CMattis22]

you are correct CarolinaDaze, only time will tell! I've learned from my mistakes. I'm here again to make it right to the people I screwed over

[jellobiafra]

I was to caught up in all the points and plagarized my first two blogs. I admit I was wrapped up in the points and would do anything to make a quick point.

This shit is EXACTLY like crack.