Lost half my bankroll chasing. I stay in control 99% of the time but then on a rare occasion I have a bad day at work or something, get in a bad mood, and I lose a bet, my mood gets even worse so I end up wanting to make the money back. So then I double up only to lose again because I did not cap the game at all I just picked it on a whim because it was an available game to bet on. Now I'm even more pissed and depressed and more out of control. Before I knew it I blew 50% of bankroll. Only then did I snap out of it and took some days off. This happens rarely but when it does it sets me way back. It will take a long time to make up what I lost![]()
Again I will start over. I will slowly build it up but how do I know whats in the future? How do I know a year from now I wont do the same thing? Gotta learn how to get past these chasing episodes that seem to strike once a year but hurt big time![]()
Actually had to hold myself back from betting it all to get back to my old BR. I'm past that now, dont need any stop gambling advice because I always stop short of losing everything. Just gotta avoid the BS. If I quit chasing for good I will be living the dream life like JJGold when I get to be his age![]()
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or go back to drugs and booze
or both