How could anybody love me?

Pecos Bill · 03-09-10, 01:09 AM

I don't love me. f\*\*k, I don't even LIKE me. I'm basically the worst person I know. If it wasn't for the internet I would feel even worse, at least I can find other fvcking losers on my level here.

I'm below average. That's just the best way to describe myself. My looks, my health, my personality, whatever other metric that you use. I can't even imagine being fvcking NORMAL. That's too hard for me. Much less achieve what I dream about: having a gf, being seen as cool likable (I actually try to come off this way, but nobody is fooled) and attractive. I would just settle for cool and likable.

I mean, yeah, one girl in 4 years has found me somewhat likeable, but chances are she isnt gonna be around for long. And what happens when i scare her away or she finds someone better to chill with, then what?..Ill be back to square one, back to being the ugly piece of shit that i am. And the only friend i have is my cousin who only talks to me because i do whatever he says, drive him everywhere, pay for drinks etc. That's what it comes down to. He dont even like me, just uses me and i have no choice but to be his bitch.

I mean why am I so dysfunctional? My parents always used to tell me "when you grow up and get married.." Like it was a fact of life or written in stone. The fact is i'll never be good enough for a woman to want to start a family with and it tears me up even as i type this. I think there's alot of dissapointment from their part towards me because of what I have become and what I will never be. Fvcking pathetic.

fsugolf · 03-09-10, 01:10 AM

tl;dr

flyingillini · 03-09-10, 01:13 AM

Pecos, you are a good guy and I wish you nothing but the best. You have an open invitation, if you ever want to visit beautiful Santa Bruta Califas you have a friend here.

Extra Innings · 03-09-10, 01:15 AM

Kav · 03-09-10, 01:16 AM

Deuce · 03-09-10, 01:17 AM

minet123 · 03-09-10, 01:19 AM

Pecos
perception is reality
If you think that way about yourself so will everyone around you
life is about a lot of loss,it's learning how to savior the few victorys that keeps you going

FrozenMAN · 03-09-10, 01:20 AM

EVERYDAY you bitch and moan, just find yourself a plastic bag

obamaismyuncle · 03-09-10, 01:21 AM

Pecos, ever think about getting into politics?

DrStale · 03-09-10, 01:22 AM

See, this is that bipolar thing I was talking about.

Pecos Bill · 03-09-10, 01:22 AM

Sorry about the thread guys. Sometimes i just feel like exploding.

Pecos Bill · 03-09-10, 01:23 AM

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Originally Posted by DrStale

See, this is that bipolar thing I was talking about.

Im not bipolar, its just painful whenever i reflect on my life.

Extra Innings · 03-09-10, 01:24 AM

Peco....you have a heavy Axis II personality disorder. In all honesty, you need to get evaluated. On one hand you're one ugly son of a bitch....on the other you think your God's gift to humanity. Deep down inside you think this world owes you something. Grow the fukc up.

FrozenMAN · 03-09-10, 01:24 AM

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Originally Posted by Pecos Bill

Sorry about the thread guys. Sometimes i just feel like exploding.

that's why you need that plastic bag and plus add in some rope and you're set, together those 2 should hold eveyrthing in

in2thethickofit · 03-09-10, 01:25 AM

do us all a favor, don't reflect

HenPrivilege · 03-09-10, 01:26 AM

This guy either has suicidal signs or he's writing one hell of a screenplay.

Kav · 03-09-10, 01:26 AM

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Originally Posted by The Seer

try this

ah man c'mon, did you have to post that shit? i almost got a heart attack looking that that shit.

Pecos Bill · 03-09-10, 01:27 AM

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Originally Posted by The Seer

try this

What an idiot, his skin looked clear and everything.

Extra Innings · 03-09-10, 01:28 AM

Seer is soo RAW....like it

UntilTheNDofTimE · 03-09-10, 01:29 AM

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Originally Posted by FrozenMAN

EVERYDAY you bitch and moan, just find yourself a plastic bag

Costco or target?

Deuce · 03-09-10, 01:31 AM

Pecos you and jjgold should just elope.

stealthyburrito · 03-09-10, 01:32 AM

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Originally Posted by The Seer

try this

come on man, i was snackin while cruisin through this

Pecos Bill · 03-09-10, 01:32 AM

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Originally Posted by Deuce

Pecos you and jjgold should just elope.

I actually wouldnt mind being JJ's room mate. I bet we'd become good friends

sportsguy04 · 03-09-10, 01:33 AM

Why do we keep getting this emo stuff posted on here?

Deuce · 03-09-10, 01:34 AM

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Originally Posted by Pecos Bill

I actually wouldnt mind being JJ's room mate. I bet we'd become good friends

He pump your ass full of cum Pecos. Don't kid yourself.

Pecos Bill · 03-09-10, 01:36 AM

Alright no more threads like this from me. I got to change the way i think. The past is the past, maybe the future will be better

Iwinyourmoney · 03-09-10, 01:37 AM

Stop acting like a pussy a$$ bitch! Ur like a girl. Take your fukin skirt off salley. Guys like you should be in dance class

Extra Innings · 03-09-10, 01:38 AM

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Originally Posted by Iwinyourmoney

Stop acting like a pussy a$$ bitch! Ur like a girl. Take your fukin skirt off salley. Guys like you should be in dance class

Pecos Bill · 03-09-10, 01:43 AM

why am i thinking about what might happen, right now the girl likes me, i should be happy. Whatever happens, happens. Its like i always think something good will eventually turn sour. Why the f\*\*k am i like this!!?. Can my brain be addicted to feeling depressed?

Extra Innings · 03-09-10, 01:45 AM

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Originally Posted by Pecos Bill

why am i thinking about what might happen, right now the girl likes me, i should be happy. Whatever happens, happens. Its like i always think something good will eventually turn sour. Why the f\*\*k am i like this!!?. Can my brain be addicted to feeling depressed?

If this girl likes you she has some major problems of her own. This is who you are so what you are presenting to her is the exact opposite. You are the guy with a sock on his rooster shitting in the toilet while filming it. I like that guy

Pecos Bill · 03-09-10, 01:51 AM

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Originally Posted by Extra Innings

If this girl likes you she has some major problems of her own. This is who you are so what you are presenting to her is the exact opposite. You are the guy with a sock on his rooster shitting in the toilet while filming it. I like that guy

Dont say shit like that, i dont want to be that guy. I want to be normal and happy. I want my family to be proud of me. I want my little brother to look up to me, he thinks im an idiot. Always disses on me.

in2thethickofit · 03-09-10, 01:52 AM

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Originally Posted by Pecos Bill

why am i thinking about what might happen, right now the girl likes me, i should be happy. Whatever happens, happens. Its like i always think something good will eventually turn sour. Why the f\*\*k am i like this!!?. Can my brain be addicted to feeling depressed?

You get more help and advice on your threads than Dr. Fukkin Phil gives in an entire year. You have taken none of it. You are a big "publicity stunt" and so full of crap! Does anyone really believe this idiot???

The Seer · 03-09-10, 01:53 AM

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Originally Posted by Extra Innings

You are the guy with a sock on his rooster shitting in the toilet while filming it. I like that guy

Yeah, at least that guy was entertaining. This guy is pathetic.

fsugolf · 03-09-10, 01:54 AM

start writing a blog please

in2thethickofit · 03-09-10, 01:55 AM

Crapping in a toilet is entertaining...uh, ok

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