So .. I'll try to do it quickly . I got from a friend 40$ at the start of the week . I went on a good run and gave him back those 40$ .
Untill yesterday things went really good , and yesterday I went on tilt because I hedged some bet , and I shouldnt hedge it .. so right after the match ended I threw 400$ on some shit games like .. Divison2 on spanish soccer , some shit I have no idea about , just to have action on it and try to chase losses .
So my situation right now I have 0$ at my BR .
I have those 3 pending bets , that are gonna end tommorow :
Serena Williams for 328.99$
Federer for 180$
and CSKA to win the final for 175.19$
So no matter what happens I end this week atleast not lossing , Im pretty sure Im gonna hit 2 atleast if not all , but the thing is , Im really afraid I'm gonna ruin everything and **** all the profits because my brain is ****** up.
Yesterday I lost control again . cost me 400$ , so , If i'll not control my mind again until tommorow i'll probably loss everything and it can get alot worse .
And please , leave the stupid comments away .