[Nats' Fan]

Let the truth be known. Go ahead and rip me, judge me, I don't care anymore.

Truth is I probably deserve it.

I recently had a nice run where I won about 4 grand.

Gave most of it back, spent some and am left with nothing to write home about it yet again.

Yet thats not what Im even talking about.

Gambling has destroyed my relationships with family, friends, it destroyed everything I have and ate through everything I had like termites.

The sad thing is I still believe that if I stay disciplined I can win, and that keeps me possibly going. The life I am currently living is agony and misery masked in a constant state of action and denial.

This is too deep and too disturbing to tell anyone in person of course as noone could possibly ever understand us and what we go through except unless of course you are one of us.

Gambling is evil. Noone wins in the long run. You have a nice run and you will end up giving it all back. Its fukkin inevitable.

We all have a disease people. We were all born with a goddamn disease.

Damn Warrior, I feel for you buddy. You need to make this a hobby, not a way to make a living.. I love gambling, because I don't bet any amount that will affect my life adversely in anyway. If this is the way you are really feeling, don't ever gamble again. And if you do, just do it for fun- a few bucks here and there. Sorry that you're hurting, buddy.

[flyingillini]

I hope you can turn things around for yourself. Maybe try to take some time off from the forum and go to the gym more or find a new hobby. Hope things start to get better for you! Keep your head up buddy.

[vyomguy]

gambling is not for everyone pal....do something else.

[stevek173]

Let the truth be known. Go ahead and rip me, judge me, I don't care anymore.

Truth is I probably deserve it.

I recently had a nice run where I won about 4 grand.

Gave most of it back, spent some and am left with nothing to write home about it yet again.

Yet thats not what Im even talking about.

Gambling has destroyed my relationships with family, friends, it destroyed everything I have and ate through everything I had like termites.

The sad thing is I still believe that if I stay disciplined I can win, and that keeps me possibly going. The life I am currently living is agony and misery masked in a constant state of action and denial.

This is too deep and too disturbing to tell anyone in person of course as noone could possibly ever understand us and what we go through except unless of course you are one of us.

Gambling is evil. Noone wins in the long run. You have a nice run and you will end up giving it all back. Its fukkin inevitable.

We all have a disease people. We were all born with a goddamn disease.

You have an addictive personality and you should not be gambling.

[Br0nxer]

never fukkin heard of ya pal

[Podes]

This was a nice first steo man but you need more help than this board can provide, no disrespect to anyone. Good Luck

[minet123]

Go to a meeting

[flyingillini]

This was a nice first steo man but you need more help than this board can provide, no disrespect to anyone. Good Luck

Post of the day.

[LLXC]

Uh, gambling wasn't made for everyone...

[tanner40]

This thread hopefully wakes a lot of people up

[opie1988]

We have a disease?

No shit.

I'm fukkin dying down here in Vegas....AS I TYPE THIS!!

Get over yourself.

[lakerboy]

Follow paco and gambling becomes easy.

[immy5150]

i feel ya but i also know that it is best to know WHAT you are doing instead of WHY you are doing it...never let things get out of control and if it is fun, then let it remain fun instead of taking over your life. GLuck to ya and hope things work out for the best...thx for the honesty

[Nats' Fan]

Follow paco and gambling becomes easy.

Lakerboy. You're getting ballsy in your old age.

[lakerboy]

Lakerboy. You're getting ballsy in your old age.

My hispanic brother life is hard but we gotta live it. No one promised us an easy path. They just promised us death.

[itchypickle]

Keep your head up guy...take a break for awhile. Enjoy some summer sun and reboot for fall.

[Cannon]

Fade everyone in the service forum easy $$$$$$$.

[Nats' Fan]

My hispanic brother life is hard but we gotta live it. No one promised us an easy path. They just promised us death.

You are wise beyond your years.. I still wish you'd get rid of the nazi crap though. Give me a winner for tomorrow.

[Cannon]

Get a line service and play the underdog steam and bet a BODOG.

[sweethook]

gambling is not for eveyone my man. same as going fishing or swaping wifes some just cant do it

[G's pks]

you say rip me judge me than when people do you get upset...doubt you leave...and my system had an up week...

[THEGREAT30]

Are u sure your life was not just supposed to be a disaster and would have been destroyed by something anyway?

[JDUB07]

Go back to school if you haven't gotten your degree while also maintaining a full time job. This will give you something to work at and brighten your future and your family will most likely be proud of you and start to respect you again.

[dmiles1021]

i hear you man you gotta take it slow sometimes never get in over your head, cause thats when shit goes bad...real bad.

[LordVodka]

Gambling didn't destroy your life. Being irresponsible did.

If it wasn't gambling it would have been drugs or alcohol that got you.

[lakerboy]

You are wise beyond your years.. I still wish you'd get rid of the nazi crap though. Give me a winner for tomorrow.

Take the bulls

[Br0nxer]

just bet all the biggest ML favorites every day

thats what we all do

where ya been