[GiveMeaBJ]

I don't know where to put it but I guess it will have to go here.

Hi, I'm in a ton of debt. I owe tons of people money. I owe different people $800, $1500, $500, $250, $300, $1000, and $1060. I have never stiffed anyone in my life. I don't know how to do it. I have paid the biggest pussies in the world back. If thats not enough I am down $6,247 on the week thanks to the casino on my account. I am owed $150 and $60 and have $73 in my pocket. I am in trouble. The only way I can get out of this is by a gift from God or by betting. I am only 20 years old and it may be a short life for me if things keep up this way. I need to get out of this hole. I know I can win betting. I have done it for the 4 years I began betting. I had a stretch of 37 straight winning weeks which ended up with me having offers to pay for my picks which I glady accepted.

Call me tout scum but I never lied or hyped myself up. Just sent the picks and colected the money. My best sports in order go from College Hoops-NFL-MLB-NCAAF. I am solid in them all but I have failed miserably in two things over the years. #1 money management. When I win, I bet bigger, when I lose I bet bigger. Things can't go that way. I ruin all my hard work by leaving it down to a few big bets on the weekend. I have chased in the past as well and I have come to realize if I want to make this back I can't do it in one day. It will take time. Just keep winning and over time it will take care of itself. #2 the casino. I know it's rigged yet I continue to go into it. I believe that means I have a problem. I know this and accept it now but I feel helpless. I like my life too much to take the easy way out so what other choice do I have. It will take years of paychecks to pay this debt. I need to win and I need to win now. Any advice is gladly welcome as I need as much help and support to get out of this as I can. It all starts tomorrow. I am going to post my plays and everything else I do that involves money. Please talk me out of any bad ideas and help me through this. I do have a battle plan and it comes down to this:

Step #1
I need to bet big and win this weekend to cut into that $6,000 and change bet.
Step #2
Get a job. Need all the extra income I can get. I am ready to scum my way into money if need be. I am going to gather money through working and other things.
Step #3
Hopefully when this weeks deficit gets resolved (if it does). Step back, have a cigarette, and go smaller and chip away at my outstanding debts.

Here goes nothing. Wish me luck.



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