appreciate the support in this thread about my credibility even though this debt seems insurmountable and im a non pro. i can only give my assurance that everyone will be paid.
as for my anger, this hippie troll has been harassing me since i bought points to pay off my loans and didnt consolidate with him. bumping my loan threads and taking random shots at me. even a normal person with normal anger would take offense at this point.
most have said not to let the troll get to me. and i dont. but given my current situation he has the upper hand and i wanted the points forum and admin to know where i stand. believe you me i have nothing to be angry about in my life right now. marrying a girl i adore and will grow old with in 28 days and have solid income, solid family and friends (in real life and online) , sound physical health. that anger i was notorious for has subsided i assure you. a woman will do that to you. especially one you love. dont care if i sound melodramatic cuz its the truth. and those in this thread beer, tatddy , stash, bite me, B-W , shaun, flopper, ra77er, straightcash... appreciate the trust you all have in me. either way i would have done what is right but just makes it more of an incentive to do so with people like you all around.